December 24, 2020

Last Heartbreak

I am Literally Single
And Loving it..
in a long as relationship
Not knowing if it is solid or not
Can sure as hell be a distraction and
Fuck ya head up.

-Nothing really stands strong
If its built on a lie.
This new Found acknowledgement
Of freedom feels Rewarding!
I learned that I am patient,loyal, understanding,and a good listener.
I knew the relationship was over 
When I couldnt mentally
Take hearing him on the phone and
Annoyed....our sex vibe is gone..I lost
My attraction to him a year ago...I was trying to maintain the business aspect of the "personal" but my mental been checked out...thats the complete 10yr age gap...
I can't wait to find solitude again
And be my happy scorpio
Before I allowed a dark uninspired
Male scorpio attempt to steal my sparkle.