Hello F'cking! World!!!Hi! Hola!
And Happy New York Knicks Boricua Day!!
Okay!
I am excited to even begin to type, where should your girl start!?..oh where do I begin!
Lets start with the darkness.. its where I was reborn and in that darkness came a lot of depression, anxiety, weight gain..by the way I am down 75lbs!! I Know Ya See it!!
Yes.. while camming, Life does get real after logging off.. oh Lets see a tiny acs investigation that damn near went into 5 years.. and Yea.. I won the Lawsuit!!.. Hey Parents I'm optioning for Home-School next Kid around...
Let's see, Oh yea I discovered that I am more of an "online fantasy" as oppose to a "real person" who has feelings to an actual normal guy,so I've thought. I have gotten my recent modern day fair share of " A toxic heartbreak before it got any deep" ..but we were just walking pass with lustful feelings...NEWS FLASH! Congratulations! He has a 5month old and a post partum wife waiting his safety to return home.. Leave Me ALONE!.. I'll stick to streaming. Whew!. Ready for another one?... The baby momma lives 10 steps away from me..
Oh YEA LETS MOVE ON..shall we...
Lets See,
Lets See Oh yea I am in a space happy to embrace the new me,new aura,,"Of you fck with me or don't" I can careless.. I am staying non reactive to the bullsh*
I am seeing how much power there is in Silence and In having Boundaries.
I am looking forward for this summer to be Magical as MJ would Put it and Yes I have seen the movie!
But its good to be back into the blogging..just to blerp out the lil noise in my head before it gets chaotic!
And Now to the light Of dropping so much weight and feeling so much confidence to sit in front of the cam and speak with the chat! .. Lovense toy Upgrades! The Nipple Clamper Vibrator!! Atomic!!
Can't Wait!!
Happy Summer!!
-Stay Tuned!
Poetry?
